envious and hate

i m envious of fiona for passing her driving test
i am envious of those going for a school trip despite of H1N1
i am envious of my buddies who can talk whole day in class when i had to work in front of the pc like an OL
i am envious of dajie who enjoy her uni life so much

i hate it when i had tons & endless work to be done
i hate it when i can't persuade myself to start study
i hate myself for being so lazy nowadays
i hate it when i can only officially drive with my license aft 3 weeks
i hate it when pn masnah keep on calling me "kedekut"

(FYI : she asked me to do her work for her and she ask for credit in front of pengetua, saying how much she did.. then, pengetua commented and she came back to scold me... I DID NTG WRG, I MERELY FOLLOWED WHAT SHE ASKED ME TO DO!!! i helped her and put my work aside yet she did not appriciate it.. she say that i m kedekut...WTH!!! would u print a colour picture on a colour paper?? Does that sounds logic?? She say's that I lokek, sikit ink pun nak jimat..OMG,the ink is not mine, i jimat for what??? i did that bcoz the paper is already coloured... If i were to use the majalah's printer for my own use, she sure kill me... But she asked me to print 10 sheets of the same thing with the majalah's printer for her own work... she don't opt for fotostating..keep on shouting "Evelynn ni kedekut la" in the staff room,in front of the teachers.... GO DIE LA!!!!! I HATE YOU)