last??? 她不像是那种人...

我说谎了
我说过我不会再写些什么
但是刚刚和WL在msn聊过后
才发现,在这些故事中
有太多谎言
甚至让我看清楚她的真面目
她不像是那种人...
我真的被吓傻了
原来吵架可以那么累
可以那么恐怖

我真的真的真的开始觉得我似乎做错了决定
只要我肯放下,
只要我肯忍,
只要我肯听她解释
事情就不会变成这样
人啊人
为什么总是失去后才后悔
为什么总是失去后才懂得珍惜
我误会她了吗????
如果解释清楚,一切能从来吗??

还有你,
你到底在想什么??
我真的不懂

今年发生了太多事
弄得我好害怕
我不想吵架
不想失去任何朋友

到底谁是真心,谁是假意
谁在说实话???谁在骗我

好累啊
矛盾的我说

我写的都是不同的人
如果不知道是谁,
就算了吧
我不想再有误会
应为有太多人介入这件事

betrayal

betrayal
i trust you so much and this is what i get in the end
i was shocked that you can act as if nothing had happen
i'm tired
to act that i don't know anything in front of you
silly??
that's because you were once my friend
i asked myself,
can i forgive you???
if time turns back, are we still going to b BFF???
i don't know
i can't answer
all i can do is to shed my tears in such a stupid way,
i never cried that way before this
you made me like that for the very first time,
because of you
my friends know that i hardly cry,
even when i'm sad
i try to keep it frm them,
because i told them i'm nt goin to cry, NEVER
trying to convince myself that you never hurt me sooo much
but now, duh....
all i can do is to try moving on..


to my dear friends:
thanks for being true to me,
thanks for your support that I am able to pick myself up
thanks for your love that you told me we are going to be BFF
thanks for all your advice that help me to moved on
thank you so much

I LOVE YOU, My dear friends

I don't mean to hurt anyone
may GOD forgive me for all my fault,
i m sinful

now that trial and the real exam is coming soon,
its time to focus my everything on this
for this holiday, i will focus on my studies
no more fights, conflict, hate nor tears
its tiring
no more of this

I love blogging
In fact, i love sharing
despite the small number of readers,
i m still glad that i had response frm my faithful readers..
but after much consideration,
i decided on shutting down my blog
this shall be my very last post until SPM is over
no more post to let you Humilate or Insult me
i need to focus on my exam
fmr the moment i know the truth, i told myself you are no more my friend
I even asked myself whether it's worth to shut my blog partly because of you
but thanks to my true friends who supported my idea,
i m goin to do so

readers,
i will have a whole new blog after SPM
a non-polluted one
no more trespass by them who hurt me so muchhh
i would only share them with those who really cares

say whatever you want,
humilate or insult me in whatever ways you can
I DON'T CARE
because i had true friends that understand what are BFF

i love PL,LH,SY,JL,EL,JT,PK,JC,HY,MC,WC,JS,EK,SK,NE,HK,PP,MM,DJ,AB,EG

disappointed

its another nonsense... i knew it
everyone is acting, be it you, me or everyone beside you
the only thing is who acts the lousiest and who will be the first to have her mask removed

i don't know who to believe
even the person you have always trust all this long may betray you

but now, i really don't know...
i might be blunt, thats my character
i might be wrong, but thats me..
i talked my way, i meant what i talk

I WANT TO KNOW THE TRUTH!!!

:)

friday - 14/8

ate too much oily stuff, causing sore throat for weeks
thought of changing snacks too something less heaty
that day when carrefour bought yogurt

cappuccino + nata de coco
first time takin yogurt so buy coffee flavour, cause I know yogurt is vvvvvv sour
after addmath tt, took out the yogurt frm fridge

opened, took a big mouthful and put into my mouth
OMG!!!!
yuckssssssssssssssssssss
the taste is super duper vvvv geli
sour yogurt+sweet nata+bitter coffee
feel like vomitting

then head to the kitchen,
drank my mama cook d 'liang cha'
lately H1N1 so kong bu, mum cooked one big pot of liangcha, want us to drink lots of it


late evening, while FBing,
james came to my house...

he wants to play games,
so let him play..
he say : "jiejie, dora"
i was like, What's dora?
finally, i know
Dora's a cartoon character.
he love playing the game "Dora Cooking"
walao, 3 yrs old know how to play on9 game lor..
he played for almost an hour
I asked him to stop and let me cont FB,
he dunwan worrr

i gt ntg to do, can only watch him play, so tarik my sis to zhipai

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saturday - 15/8

had to go skul to ganti cuti deepavali
wasted a morning
for a so-called v geng tc giving ceramah
the penceramah for sej talked the same thing that Mr.choo said to us for tha past few months
waste money to invite him, better get mrchoo talk la
followed by bm
the penceramah let us read a funny bm essay
but i read it before frm fiona's blog
which is exactly the same

aft school, went ahloi for wanton mee
night time planned to go KFC for dinner
jane invited us to celebrate her bday
but i didn't turn up
cause i went for dinner with my family
had crabs.... nice daoooooo

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sunday 16/8

wake up at 6 as usual
auntie came at 6.15, unusually early
stil haven tie hair
faster ran out and skipped breakfast
so hungry while driving.....aigoo

aft driving, mum brought me for breakfast at hankee
then go ZHUAN for bm tt
aft tt, went square1
raymond is there buying contact lens while dajie buy kayaball..
abt 15mins later, frm square1, dad drove us to Kluang
for a sumptuous meal..
there's a restaurant in Kluang which serve nice roast duck
we like to go there, once every 2-3months

on the way back frm kluang, stopped at Parit Raja
went my uncle's house coz raymond needs a new pair of slipers
talked for abt an hour
then came back to BP

took a nap, bathed and got ready for Convent's Installation

a v successful night
nice performance and the hall is full
yantong looked incredibely pretty that night
i loved the incoming board white dresses
looks nice and pretty

recieved a teddybear as well


no photos taken that night for sharing cause the pics are still with weichi
will update them nxt time...

我很生气

我很生气
我很生气
我很生气
我很生气
我很生气
我很生气


我现在全身是火..........
我原本不想在我的部落格提到这件事...
但我忍无可忍.. 她把我给惹火了,
我忍她很久了

我承认我一向来都不喜欢她
但我从来没有对不起或者得罪到她
我真的很不明白,她到底不爽我那里
为什么她那张嘴巴就不能客气一点...
我相信那张嘴已经得罪了不少人, 我的好姐妹们都是无辜的受害者...
她完全没有顾虑到我的感受...
我真的很讨厌,很讨厌她

TO : XXX,最好把你那张贱嘴给关上....
不要以为我的耳朵是装饰品, 我听得到你用你那张嘴在说我

我讨厌你

My 100th post

finally i come to the 100th post....
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Tuesday - 11-8-09

Pauline & Lihui came my house to make cookies for Jane's birthday


recipe


egg& vanilla essence , margarine


chocolate : before and after.....


preparing tools... sieved flour


we didn't use this eggs.. Mum ask me to prepare it for her cake


taadaaa.... the outcome


we top melted chocolate on the cookies.... yumyum

Some of my fav cookies decorations :


flower n her fav song "qiu fo"...... Happy bday

to jane, frm teoevelynn,longpauline XD and tanlihui


fake hangten .....jane and his future bf


my favourites


done... all the choco pipings we used

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pakat with ah-jo to post this here..
the five MASK-KE-TEERS


me... the first


my lu guang zhong : no2


eileen n jolynn. duno who come first


no 5 - felicia bhaskran


and.....
this is taken during phy class..

haha
fooling around with our legs..

happy 100th post....

kaixin

today morning went bpmall
shop around d new opened outlet, EFFU

really delighted to buy my heels n dress there
finally
i love the shoes...

but for the dress

i bought it,meant to wear it for installation
but the dress is not that kind of formal dress
rather casual... very very very casual...
but i won't regret it...

a casual one fits me better.. i dun go well with formal dress..
besides, this dress goes well with leggings...
and it suits all kind of event...

too formal and i may not hv a chance to wear it for the 2nd time
+++, I don't hv much function all yr round that needs me to wear formally
i guess the dress should be alright

raymond bought this... the ultimate trip...he bought a pair of shoes too

then, went big apple & grab 6 donuts

i lurveeeee choreo...
nice daaaaooooooooooooooo

i think i nid to go to bed now..
school tml..
reminder: wear mask eveyone

nites~

Influenza A

feel extremely tired yesterday
found red spots on my leg and hands
i suspect myself of havin chicken pox
the symptoms are almost the same with H1N1
fever,sore,cough,headache
aiks..
gotta be very very careful
will judge whether to go to the hosp o nt tomolo

back frm school, bought mask frm pharmacy

almost out of stock
typical humans
kiasi
me too
i m havin SPM this yr,
can't afford to sick
bought an eyemo too
cause stare too long in front pc lately
need to protect my eyes

then, cleaned the room and found some old mask left bhind yrs ago..

don't waste it..
i will start wearing them to school everyday nxt week
after that, took the thermometer and place it in my mouth

36.68... perfect.. no fever....
mummy says my body is weak and need to be extremely careful
I hv a sensitive nose since small, havin flu is a weekly routine
now that flu is spreading wide, i had to increase my daily dose on VitC

thsi is the fish oil n VitC that i had to take everyday

fingers crossed and pray hard that flu doesn't come near to any of my family members or my friends..

to dajie : take care of urself..you sounds weak...

might ponteng on the 15th or 16th
going to Kl to fetch dajie back with my parents..
MAYBE

DIY cookies n cream

bought oreo two weeks ago at carrefour
place it in the fridge as suggested my lihui,
saying that cold oreo taste great with milk
but never had a chance to do so

in the end bought a tub of valina icecream and make my own cookies n cream..
muahahaha...nice daoooooo

1. first, get urself ready with a tub of valina icecream and some of the tastiest oreo cookies

2. pasang blender

3. put in half tub of ice cream and 4-6 piece of oreo... (leave the icecream to melt b4 blending)

4.take some oreo (with the cream removed) and put them into a plastic bag.. hit it repeatly into small chips...

5. pour the blended icecream into a tupperwear..

6. add in the oreo chips, mix them together

7. finally, put in the fridge and wait for a few hours before u slurp the icecream dwn ur stomach..



last but nt least

wash all the things before mummy nags u

Sounds simply isn't it... taste yummy when u make it urself..
of course you can easily find cookies n cream in stores, but ntg beats the feelign of DIY

try it

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what makes today so special???
when d clock strikes 12.34.56, we made a wish
what's so big abt it since we hv 12am/pm, 34mins & 56sec everyday
but do u know that today is the 7th of august(8) yr 09
add up everything and it goes
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hope that my wish come true... :)